Find your way out if you feel assed. That is it.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

i really dont wanna be asked out for the sake of doing so. you know it, i know it and this sucks terribly.

im not trying to sound like sour grapes or whatever, it's just a way of releasing myself. when the 4 of us are together, we are a group. but when two other persons are around, you all are a gang which i dont feel comfortable hanging around like an outsider. im perfectly fine when you have your own little parties cos i know im not part of that gang. i really dont want to pretend to be okay when im really not.

im tired of listening to stories about people i dont know, dont understand and have no interest in. but i dont wanna dampen your mood. i feel that we all are growing into people of different leagues, it's really saddening, though i know it's an inevitable change. i really hate doing things for the sake of doing it.

well, this is what i have been trying to tell you all, but lack the courage to lest it lead to many unnecessary misunderstandings. and i really want to say, if you feel bad after reading this, think of me, i feel a thousand times worse than you all cos all the while i have been roughing it out alone.

but yes, i rather be alone than to be an audience.

i have of no purpose to make you feel bad as well, i just feel that there's no reason for me to put myself through such awkward and unbearable situation again.

happy christmas =]

"Faaaaaahed" @ 11:38 PM

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